I've really never been competitive, in sports especially. I always viewed competitive people as really prideful when they won and really angry when they lost.
That is, until the spirits of competition awakened within me.
I realized that...it's ok to win. I LOVE to win, and I hate losing. Not because it's fun to boast, or because you are angry at someone else when they beat you, but because it's all about personal improvement.
Oh yeah, I totally am feeling it now. The joy...and also the rage. No more apathy!!! bring it on venus and serena!!!!